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December 3, 2009

Be the ball

Dependant on if you like red or not, I guess that picture could either be a dream or a nightmare for you. Either way, the heading for the post relates to both topics, either to stand on your own, or move with the crowd.

I like a combination of the two, almost to be a ball in a crowd that helps people improve their lives. I mean, otherwise, why would I keep writing here? Its certainly not for ego value or because Urban Ninja is a sustainable lifestyle.

I enjoy making a difference, albeit quietly.

Whichever ball you choose to be, the ball that mingles quietly, the ball that’s loud and dances on the tables, or the ball that stands to one side, make sure that you are comfortable being that ball, and make sure that you just be that ball.

The present is a gift, and I just want to be.

More than a few times I have repeated that in my life. I struggle with who I am quite a bit, so for me to just be what I am is harder than for a few people I know. Under the calm exterior there is a moving sea, but my ball would be happiest if:

1. It could wake up to fresh brewed espresso scented alarm clocks that play angelic baroque music where a bicycle awaits for a morning adventure, in no wind, with the sun on my back.

2. I got back and could complete my work before lunch, where I did my work well, whatever I may be doing at that point.

3. I could devour lunch with someone special to me, every day.

4. I could have my own time in the afternoon, devoid of responsibilities. That mornings are planned and afternoons are not.

5. I could watch the sun set every day, but those sunsets we had in Bakoven.

The list goes on, but I have accepted that being the ball is a lifetime process for me.

What does it mean to you, to be the ball?

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December 3, 2009 at 8:06 pm

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